I'm afraid I won't be able to make it to the end of my natural life. I'm going to have to cut it short. I felt like saying to him, "I might kill myself one day, how would you feel about that?", But that would cause him to worry and lecture me about what i … Continue reading 01:30

The black hole within

There's a black hole in the centre of my body, and everytime I feel anything at all it gets pulled closer and closer to the black hole until it's close enough to be sucked in. And then I'm numb again.